Well , this is going to be a very short yournal this time . I just want to say thank you to all of you guy,s out there that has supported me with the last issue i was fighting against . It really warms my heart to know that you all really seem to care about me . The last day was really emotional for me and i didn,t knew what i had to do about the yournals that i wrote about ,, a certain person ,, i,m not going to write his name anymore when it comes to my own personal feelings . Some of you have warned me about the danger and that it,s sometimes better to keep this kind of things for yourself . And after a lot of thinking i think this was the right thing to do . So i made the decission to delete those yournals .

I must say that it really breaks my heart that i had to this . I wish it was different but i had no choice . I found another place where i can speak about this kind of dreams , thoughts and fantasies without getting hurt by those stupid people that don,t seem to understand it . And ofcourse i will keep them sharing with all of you guy,s aswell , only then it will be on a more safer way .. right now i,m just very happy and very gratefull for all the help and the support i got the last two days . I will never ever forget about that .

So from the bottom of my heart , thank you !